when u're gone

i always needed time on my own

i never thought i'd need you there when i cry

and the days feel like years when i'm alone

and the bed where you lie is made up on your side

when you walk away i count the steps that you take

do you see how much i need you right now

when you're gone

the pieces of my heart are missing you

when you're gone

the face i came to know is missing too

when you're gone

the words i need to hear to always get me through

the day and make it ok

i miss you

i've never felt this way before

everything that i do reminds me of you

and the clothes you left, they lie on the floor

and they smell just like you, i love the things that you do

when you walk away i count the steps that you take

do you see how much i need you right now

when you're gone

the pieces of my heart are missing you

when you're gone

the face i came to know is missing too

when you're gone

the words i need to hear to always get me through

the day and make it ok

i miss you

we were made for each other

out here forever

i know we were, yeah

all i ever wanted was for you to know

everything i'd do, i'd give my heart and soul

i can hardly breathe i need to feel you here with me, yeah

when you're gone

the pieces of my heart are missing you

when you're gone

the face i came to know is missing too

when you're gone

the words i need to hear to always get me through

the day and make it ok

i miss you

jangan di tilik lagi tangan ini

lunch bersama rakan...perut yg berkeroncong terus lena kekenyangan...mata mula menerawang berfantasi mencari kelembutan bantal untuk dijadikan persinggahan sang kepala..wow bestnya...dah makan sampai kenyang then tidur...

sepasang mata menelaah tapak tangan yang kononnya tersimpan beribu makna...kali ini kanan berkaitan "rumah tangga" dan kiri "kesihatan". memang di akui, ada kata laluan di tapak tangan, antara tau dan tidak @ sahih dan palsu.

"AWAK KAHWIN LAMBAT"

"AWAK BANYAK KECEWA, SATU TAHAP HUBUNGAN AWAK MEMANG INTIM TAPI AKAN KECEWA JUGA"

"AKHIRNYA AWAK TETAP JUMPE MR. RIGHT JUGA"

urm..! tak tau nak dirungkaikan macam mana lagi..bukan nak kata percaya atau tahyul, tapi semua ni da ibarat macam iklan untuk telinga saja..cuma satu kajian hasil manusia, hypotesis yang dicipta dari pemikiran, tapi hakikatnya tuhan penentu segalanya.

barisan ayat sudah disusun "saya sudah putus asa". putus asa dengan hiburan dunia yg kadang kilauannya kian bersinar dan kadang malap tidak kelihatan lagi. cita-cita yg dulunya ingin berkahwin awal makin menjunam perlahan2...niat itu masih ada, tapi memandangkan keadaan tidak memberi jalan yang jelas jadi saya hanya mengikut haluan.

rindunya dekat kehidupan dulu...kalau dulu, bila aku ketawa hati aku pun ketawa..berbeza dengan sekarang..raut wajah ceria belum tentu hatinya melonjak keriangan...